sometimes i feel as if every sort of misfortune has happened to me and to my family.

joks' mom is ill and he may have to go to negros when we found out more about it. if this happened last year i wouldn't have minded. but after my mother's apoplectic fit and my miscarriage, i'd say the one above went far too much on the trials phase of my life.

it would have been alright if we had no aspirations and no dreams of someday getting away from here -- but the fact is, we keep taking one tiny step forward and three giant steps back these past few months in attaining our goal.

masama ba kaming tao para pahirapan ng ganito? hindi naman kami nagnanakaw. hindi naman kami nanloloko ng ibang tao. anong nagawa naming kasalanan para bagyuhin ng kamalasan?