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Sunday, July 17, 2005
i know i am supposed to share in mommy's medical expenses. however, i have no idea where i will get the money since i earn so little nowadays since my boss died and i have also incurred medical expenses when i got hospitalized in march due to my miscarriage. i do not know if you know about it but i am telling you now. i got pregnant but unfortunately, miscarried and i was in the hospital for two days. joks and i had to shoulder all the medical expenses of course which in turn drained what little amount we were able to save in our years together. i am also dividing my income between my own living expenses and the bills payment for mommy. as of now i pay the monthly meralco bill which is Php1,400-1,700, the phone bill (Php700-800), the water bill, and give around Php2,000 a month for mommy's food and various expenses in the house. i have been doing this since she got back to quirino. again, i do not know if you remember that this is part of our agreement. i have told you before that my salary can only go so far and as much as i want to shoulder all the expenses you are burdened with, i have no other means to provide the 25,000 pesos you are asking for. honestly, i have lost sleep over this and i still don't know how to come up with that much cash. i wanted to ask mama chabeng but they have already given kreng an additional 6,000 pesos for her school (she has not graduated yet) and i know they are also burdened by daddy vito's illness. i have tried looking for other jobs but really, the situation nowadays isn't conducive to job hunting. you can always leave everything to god anyway so if you feel you can't help mommy with her medicines and stuff anymore, well...that's it. i appreciate everything you've done and i know how hard this has been for all of you. wala naman po kaming magagawa kung wala na talaga kayong pera. bahala na lang ang diyos sa amin. |
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