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Sunday, August 10, 2008
twelve hours before this weekend is officially over. i have spent it by myself again. it's all my fault, really. i have not made the habit of seeing friends or family during the weekends. it was either i'm too busy, they're too busy or whatever. before we moved to the province, free weekends had been rare for joks and i. sometimes we had work and most of the time we were simply too tired to go out. we were also saving up money and going out on weekends was simply disastrous to the bank account. we'd zone out in front of the TV but now that joks isn't here i don't know what to do with myself. i'd probably go to the mall later, just to do something, just to be able to talk to someone other than myself. i'd probably get tired from walking, probably spend money i shouldn't. but what the heck. anything for human interaction. next weekend is going to be a long one due to the national holiday. i wish i could have scheduled their flight on saturday instead of on tuesday so that we could enjoy the sunday and monday together. as it is, i'd be going to work the day after they arrive. my only consolation is that we will have the next long weekend again and it's my mother's birthday on the 25th, another holiday. i can't wait to see jaden and joks again. nine more days until happiness happens for me. |
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