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Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i am a worrywart. i worry too much about things. things i have no control over, and things i can actually control. it doesn't matter. i just worry. and i have trouble sleeping. actually, the biggest thing i worry about is that we might not have enough money for when i give birth. that's my biggest concern of all. i try not to think about it. my husband assures me that all will work out fine. but i still worry. i try and calculate just how much we need and it boggles me. how are we going to come up with that much money? i pray hard every day that we will be able to make it somehow. that he will be able to find some work to do between now and when i give birth. because honestly, no matter how big what i am earning now, i still don't think it's enough. i try and keep in mind the bible verse that says to trust with all my heart. and yet, i still worry. and pray for a miracle. |
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