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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Because I already made the work quota today, I've decided to blog. Sadly, my life has gotten in the way of blogging about my life. Leala's already over a month old and I haven't even posted a single picture of her yet. Thing is, home computer's on the blink again and I haven't gotten around to making it work. It's just that I feel so tired most of the time when I get home from work that I barely have the energy left to nurse Leala and play with Jaden let alone tinker with the damn thing. I should do that tonight though. There's always the danger of not being able to make it work forever and I don't need that problem right now. On looking for topics to write about for work, I came across project 365. I've known about it before, from one of y_slaybelle's posts but reading about it makes me want to do it. But who am I kidding? I can't even blog regularly and I keep forgetting to bring our camera even when going out to the mall with Jaden. (I make do with my beat-up camera phone that badly needs a replacement.) I want to start my own Project 365 though. But I want to begin next year, on my birthday, sort of like a countdown to my 30th year on this planet. Turning a year older makes me queasy. It sort of forces me to think about what I've done with my life, and I cannot help but compare it to what others my age have done. I know, I know, it's not healthy to compare myself with others, and think about what I don't have and haven't accomplished. So I just try and think about what I do have: a loving husband, two great, healthy kids, and a wonderful job that pays well. Come to think of it, I'm actually pretty lucky. And my time's up playing hooky. |