Friday, February 13, 2009

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

10. You rock. Seriously.
9. I wish I'd never met you. But then again, if our paths never crossed, I wouldn't be able to know what it felt like to be unloved. I just hope our paths never cross again.
8. I wish you could've stayed longer than you have. I miss you, despite everything.
7. You think you're so smart. Grow up. I'm sick and tired of being your emotional punching bag. I'd like us to be friends, the way we never were.
6. Don't let her turn you into a monster. I wish you'd listen to me.
5. I miss the old you. Why do you do this to yourself? Why can't you take your life back? Why do you let them make you suffer? I pray that someday she'll forgive you and treat you the way you ought to be treated.
4. Thank you. For everything. I learned so much from you. I'm sorry if I let you down.
3. Shhh. Don't tell anyone. Please.
2. You are so lucky. I hope you'll come to understand that soon enough. Don't be such a worry wart.
1. You are my sunshine and my rock. Thank you for loving me, you are the greatest gift life has ever given me. I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I sure as hell am not complaining!

9 things about yourself:

9. I am work in progress.
8. I am amazed when people compliment my writing.
7. I don't like watching most movies. And feel guilty about it.
6. I want to lose weight because I want to wear pretty clothes.
5. I don't feel my age. 
4. I simply hate being poor. It's inconvenient.
3. I wish I could shop and not spend half the time looking at price tags.
2. I'm trying to be the best parent one can possibly be for my two little sweethearts.
1. I feel uncomfortable in parties, very much.

8 ways to win your heart:

8. hugs
7. kisses
6. compliments
5. gifts
4. respect
3. trust
2. unconditional love
1. faithfulness

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

7. money
6. work
5. kids
4. money
3. future for my family
2. vacation
1. money

6 things you do before you fall asleep:

6. kiss jaden good night
5. kiss joks good night
4. send an SOS up there
3. try not to think about money
2. pull up my blanket all the way to my chin
1. close my eyes :D

5 people who mean a lot:

5. friends
4. co-workers
3. mom
2. kiddies
1. joks

4 things you're wearing right now:

4. underthings
3. shirt
2. leggings
1. wedding ring

3 songs that you listen to often (currently):

3. Mercy (Duffy)
2. Criminal (Fiona Apple)
1. Tapestry (Carole King)

2 things you want to do before you die:

2. learn to SCUBA dive
1. learn to draw

1 confession:

1. I wish I could enjoy myself and not take everything too seriously. But I really don't know how.